Tuesday, February 3, 2009

You're the rock on which I stand

So all today I was thinking anout things to blog. And I was excited. Because there's a lot that is frustrating me and connected and such. But. Of course I forget. Funny how I forget what I'm mad about. Whatever. So new semester today. I have like no friends. In Geometry, gym, and culinary arts. And English is fun. In history there's someone I want to because friends with because one of my best friends is best friends with. But we didn't talk. Haha hopefully there will be more growth in our friendship :P And well, in English, we got to chose groups to work in... so I wanted to work with the friendish people in the class. But there wasn't enough room because the groups could only be so big. It was just really frustrating. I was with one of my friends,lets call her Jane. But all she did was complain about how she wasn't welcome at the other table and how they didn't care about her or I, and I just felt like she was only with me because she was mad at her friends, and not actually to be there for me so I wasn't having to work alone, slash with a group of people I didn't want to work with. And the other friends of ours didn't even care that we were separated. It sucks when you feel unwanted... and the fact that they didn't like realize that we were left to work with only each other rather than like a group of 4 which we were suppose to do, is just arg. But whatever. And since in lunch my 2 friends at our old table got switched, I had to find somewhere else to sit. But all my friends in that period wanted to sit in the same place. And there's not enough room for all of us. So I have to figure out something because I don't want to be a bother and take someone else's seat that sat there before. I don't know. Whatever.
I've done pretty well on my midterms that I've gotten back. I think I got an 89 in Biology, and somewhere around a B in Spanish. I thought I was going to like fail Spanish so I guess that's good. Oh. And my cousin, she's 18. Apparently she's moving to Florida in less than a week. Okayyy. I don't think she'll stay their long because I don't think she's ready to live on her own. I don't know why she's going there but I know she met a guy online from Florida and visited him a little while ago. I hope she's not like rushing or something. Andd I also found out like stuff she does and it makes me sad how she's totally not what I thought she was. And her parents think shes and angel. Ha yeah right. And her younger brother is 14. He smokes I think. And he's always saying inappropriate tings. Like he always told my sister all this bad stuff when she was really young. He's so disgusting.Erg that's all for now. I'm off the listen to Chris Tomlin. Or watch Norman Gentle on youtube more. ha ha.

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