“Read, every day, something no one else is reading. Think, everyday, something no one else is thinking. Do, every day, something no one else would...

...be silly enough to do. It is bad for the mind to continually be part of unanimity.”

Blah! I don't even know. I've been so tired this week. Like dead. I know I'm *always* tired, but I feel like I've been extra tired. And extra fed up with people. I've noticed how too often people over exaggerate or make little things a huge deal. It's not necessary. If something "bad" happens, it happens... it's not like you can change it. If you keep having a negative attitude, you're just going to see everything as bad and just keep getting more depressed. This isn't directed towards anyone, by the way. It's just too many people have been moody and everything and it's not necessarily necessary. On a positive note, I'm really excited for summer.
1. My birthday is in 20ish days.
2. School ends.
3. I can get my permit!
4. I can start driving!
5. I can get a job. Except I have no clue where. Ideas?
6. Keswick!! :D <3
7. Lake George with Amy, Steve, twins, grandparents-ish, and my other aunt and two cousins. The only bad thing about it is that my aunt and two cousins will probably ruin it...
8. Going to be a Junior. A JUNIOR! :o

Ah it's just too crazy.
Meh. I don't know what to write. I have so much to say, yet I don't know how to say it. It's a Friday night. All my friends are well... not with me :P and I'm just tired and not in a good mood. This rain is crampin' my styylle mayyyne. :P Sorry my gh3tt0H n3ss slipped out, yo. Alright well I'm done being lame, for now. I have to catch up on everyone's blogs

Pa-pa-pa-poker face, pa-pa-poker face muh muh muh muh.

Of course you're only 16 once, but a 25 thousand dollar party is a lot to pay for one night :P It was basically just like an episode of My Super Sweet Sixteen. It definitely was fun, but basically it was like a dance, everyone on the dance floor in a big blob grinding. Me and my friends didn't really want to dance, I did a little, lol but I'm horrible. Then Madison and Kaelin made me dance with this guy and I don't even know him, and barely saw him lol ugh it was horrible, they gave me no choice. Well. Whatever >.> I was suppose to stay over with Madison and Gabby, but it would have just been us and I was soo tired after the party and I was already at Kaelin's. Then they also invited more people I didn't know, which just made me not want to stay more. I felt bad not staying, especially because I barely got to spend time with Madison or Gabby, AND I didn't say bye because I thought I was going back to stay with them in like 5 minutes, but what's done is done. It really worked out though because we went to sleep right away, got like 8 hours of sleep, and then got ready and such and I went to youth group with Kaelin, Shannon, Seth (Kaelin's boyfriend), and Jake (their friend, and they all are home schooled together). And we went mini golfing, a big fail on my part if I must say so myself haha. And then me, Kaelin, and Shannon, went out to an early dinner at Friendly's :] That's like Our Place now. Second time we've gone together! lol. AND since out waitress messed up the orders and like ignored us for 15 minutes when we were done, we got out appetizer for free, which was good because we would have only had just enough money for everything ha. All in all, it was quite fun, and really awesome to see everyone, because we're like best friends, but we would only see each other a couple times a year at Keswick. I want to start going up there more often, but it's kind of a bother because it's two hours up there one way, and neither of my parents can drive very far at the moment. Luckily this weekend my grandma offered to meet them half way! Huuuummm. Lalalala. Gah it was just so fun. I wish we lived closer to each other. It kind of made me sad because they're such best friends and basicaly live with each other and know everything about each other and everything so well, and I don't really have a BEST BET BEST friend that I'm ALWAYS with who knows me like the back of my hand. I mean I have amazing friends, and I can talk to a ton of people about anything, but I just never have the hanging-out-all-the-time kind of friend. Not that I NEED that, but idk they just seem to have so much fun :P

And You Can Say That You're Sorry, But I Don't Believe You Baby, Like I Did Before. You're Not Sorry Oh-h-h No.

Amy is coming tomorrow with Bobby and Cammy! :] That brightened up a weuosdgkhnwsdigkjm day. I was actually rested and awake this morning, but as the day progressed, more things made me more tired and moody. Well. I'll go to bed early again tonight and sleep away my mood swings. Haha, at least I haven't flipped out on my family today (so far) so I'm doing better then I have been lately. I really feel bad for taking out my tiredness and stress on them. I sound like a phsyco with anger issues, but I swear I'm not. I think any way you try to write something like on a blog, it seems so much worse than it was/you intended it to be. Well. Meh.

That's all I have to say for now, meh.

She said don't change your mind Let's leave this town behind We'll race right off the cliff They will remember this

Blahhhhh. This week has definitely had it's ups and downs. But this weekend was fun, Risha's party was fabulous :D And then today I really just went to church, and I was suppose to either see the twins or go to Six Flags with them, but that didn't happen. Ughhh. I'm so tired. All the time. And this stress doesn't make it any better. I feel bad because I'm always freaking out at my family or in a pissy mood. Next weekend should be amazing though, because it's my friend Madison's sweet sixteen. Like. At a mansion, sweet sixteen. And I'll get to see a lot of friends from camp or from up in Massechusetts that I never see! Ahhh. Except I waned to sleepover my friend Kaelin's house, but Madison just told me how all the out of state people are like staying at her house. And since it's her party, I guess I kinda have to do that, but idk... I mean it shoudl be fun... but if it's people I *don't* know, that's awkward, but then all the people I *do* know that are going, are either: old friends and just awkward being together, or one of those people you know but you've never become friends. And I think there are some girls from out school going too and I don't think they like me very much, oh well it will all work out. It should be really fun though. And I've been meaning to pay everyone up there a visit :] And I like just going away, getting out of the house, ya knowww? Well. I'm getting tired of being on the computer since I've been on all day. But I feel as though I have much to blog about to get my emotions out. Blah! Whatever, I'll express later:P

Ps- Tomorrow is a Monday AND going to be rainy. I'm looking forward to being in a bad mood... rain just does that to me... lol