It summer. Normally I would be more excited. But it started off bad by being sick, and then of course it's been raining like every day for a month it seems. I just want the sun to come out for days straight, and just sit outside, either swimming, taking pictures, running around being silly, I don't know. I just want the sun. I really don't like the rain, I can handle a little, but come on, it's summer! I'm lazy enough as it is, and now I've just been on the computer every day for way too many hours. I've been having fun though. Steph's End Of Year Party was awesome :]... jeeze it seems like that was months ago. Of course my birthday party was a blast as well :] At least the sun came out for that. But the pool was a tad cold and some people didn't go in, but who cares :]

So. I GOT MY PERMIT. It hasn't hit me yet that I'm 16, a junior, it's summer, I CAN DRIVE. I've gone a couple times and stuff and I'm not too bad, but I'm scared to drive on the road :P I'll grow more comfortable but it's just scary to think. Everyone says "Sixteen is such a huge step and milestone" but I don't feel different at all. I mean when I think about it, I'm like, wow 16 this is crazy it's not real... but it is. I don't know. It's like every year you're a year older, but you don't feel any different. But this year you're suppose to feel different, it's big. And I don't. Hopefully it will hit sometime soon...

Blah! Now that I'm thinking about it more, I'm getting a little more excited for summer-ish things. Like the Edmund shingding every week will be so awesome, last week was varrr fun :D and then Keswick is going to be so exciting, and I'm really glad Lizz is going again, and Allison for her first time :D And then Lake George should be really fun gping back. I'm sure Cammy will be walking by then :] Sooo yeah. I'm going to go make Mac n' Cheese now. I kind of will eat this every day all summer. We have like 10 boxes right now, and I seriously am NOT over exaggerating. :) Hope your summer is fabulous, those of you still reading this.