You are so beautiful, to mee...

I'm watching the Little Rascals, amazing movie :] And I haven't seen it in a while so I'm excited. I loved when Alfalfa was singing to Darla on the boat<3 Well. My internet is going crazy and keeps going in and out on my neighborhood and such. The TV even went out for a couple minutes. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LITTLE RASCALS TOO ! But right now the internet is working, so I'm happy. Erg. I really want to get a new phone, the Matrix... it has a keyboard and such and I really want a phone like that. But it's a lot, and not a necessity either so I guess that won't happen unless I use over 200 dollars of my own. And I really want a new computer, which is even more. But I'm fed up with everyone getting pissed at me for everything wrong with the computer. My mom has been like blaming me for a lot ever since my brother moved out. But I can't blame my parents because they have a lot going on and having him move out is a big deal and everything. Maybe for my birthday I can pay for like half of a laptop or something. I don't think Keswick will be open this summer, so technically, money used for a computer or something would have normally been used for Keswick. Ugh I don't know. I don't NEED any of this, and we don't have the money and I definitely don't have the money. So I'm just being stupid :] And I'm sure no one wants to hear me complaining about getting new expensive things and then complaining about no money. Lalala. I went to church today, and I always go with one of my friends, and another friends usually goes every other week (because when she's with her dad every other weekend she doesn't go). But the past like 2 months with snow and other things, she has come like twice when I'm there. And she came today so it was fun :] Ugh I have my DBQ and english midterms tomorrow. Four hours of writing. Pure joy. And then new semester and schedules. Can't wait to have Kwassykins. Not. :]