Humph. I've been kind of, I don't know, lately. Too many good slash bad slash annoying things going on. I'm not sure if I already said this, but this weekend I might go visit my family in Pennsylvania, which I'm really excited if I get to. But it depends on a lot of things, and the chances of ending up going is probably slim :| Because my dad doesn't really want to go, and someone would ave to stay home with Buddy, so that means my mom would have to drive for 3 and a half hours. And not to mention she needs to stop almost every 30 minutes to walk around. And I'm really not kidding, because of her back she just can't really do much of anything for too long. AND she has some doctors appointments the day before and the day of, that may make her hurt her back by getting evaluated and such. I just really wish I could go see them, Jayden has been their foster kid for like 5 years and she's just like family and I just like her so much. And if I could see her that would be awesome. Then her two brothers, of like, 9... Xavier and Zaachi went into custody because they were with their grandma then something happened. Then Zaachi was all like hyper and they thought he might hurt their little girl Maggie, so he went back into custody with someone else. But then they found out he had cancer, and that's why he was like irukgjmhsdngkj hyper or whatever. All three of them are back with my aunt and uncle, and I just really want to see them. Their whole situation is horrible because their mom has, I think nine kids, and they all have different fathers. And most of them are, or have been in jail. So they really just have hard lives.
Oh. And I really don't like awkwardness. Which seems to attract around me. Someone was my best friend since, I don't know when, we met in 3rd grade I think. And well we stopped being friends a couple years ago. So of course this year, well atleast this semester, she is in 5, 6 including the same lunch period, but that doesnt count, of the same classes as mine. If we were friends I would completely love that, because I don't have more than 2 classes with a friend of mine. But since we've already gone last semester without saying much to eachother, it's hard to like randomly become friends again. And she's not really friends with people I would like to be around, just like, what they do. I don't know. I wish we either stayed firends and enjoyed having tons of classes together, or were still not friends and didn't have any classes together. Because I have like no classes with my best friends, except for a FEW classes and lunch.
Meh. I don't like being grumpy because my whole family is grumpy. If everyone was happy and jolly and kind then I would be. I mean I'm not all emo and I hate life. But when someone is in a bad mood I tend to be for a little bit. But once I'm with friends or doing something fun it's not too bad. Woot three day school week and then a 5 day weekend. I'm so pumped! :]
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