This is my 50th post! Wooh

When I first made my blog I thought I'd blog a couple times then drop it, or wouldn't write very often. I've acutally been writing like almost every day for a good time now! Woohoo. Okay os tomorrow's Valentine's day! Yay. Normally I would be all "Meh I don't have a REAL Valentine this year D:" But that's stupid to do. Because Valentine's day means nothing except it's good for chocolate and candy companies, as well as flower shops and expensive restaurants. Plus when I was younger I was way to young to HAVE a Valentine. I mean if kids wanna date when they're young, go right ahead. But I find it pretty pointless. You just set yourself up to get your heart broken earlier and attract boys earlier, I don't know. It seems as all the people who had boyfriends in 5th and 6th grade are the ones in relationships that are kinda serious, which I wouldn't want at this age. I can barely find myself a gut ot have a crush on, let alone devote a lot of time with, like waking the halls, spending free time with them, talking on the phone all night. I mean it's cute. And I like to think that I WANT that, but if it came and hit my face right now I wouldn't really want it. See the thing is I dream of the perfect guy and cute moments and things he should do, but then I'll see nice guy with good potential and such but I always find something wrong. Which probably means in the back of my head I just am really trying to avoid it. Hum. Whatever. I'm not "love sick" this year, which is good. I have my friends who love me and why does having a guy on Valentine's Day any more special than having a guy any other day? He should shower me with gifts and chocolate and flowers and everything everyday! Bhaahahah just kidding. Really.

Anywho. Going shopping for Ring Dance and such tomorrow! I'm excited. It's in a week from today! Woah. Ah. Hokay. And then I'm going to my friends house and sleeping over and church.
I thought I was hanging out with Alex, her boyfrannn Timmayyyy, and Lizz, but apparently the plans changed that Alex wasn't able to go out, but could have Tim over, but not anyone else. So me and Lizz are spending Valentine's Day together<3 Haha. She's one of my Valentines! So is Alex. But she's taken AND I won't see her :[ And Allison is one as well! And of course my favorite ;] (It's not only because she's the only one who reads this blog out of my Valentines!) Tehehe<3

Okay well. Have an excellent Valentine's Day! And just know that you're friends are you're true Valentines and will love you forever, not a stupid guy:]