Yesterday was EmLaugh's sweet sixteen party! It was soo fun :] I end up being really hyper at parties. People probably think I'm drunk or something :P And then when me and Allison are together it's just too much hyperness to handle for everyone. I hope everyone had as an amazing time as myself, especially Emily! Lalalala.
So this weekend has been very busy. Friday was Lizz's mom's birthday, so we had a party at the hospital and it was fun. Then Lizz slept over, fell asleep the second she hit the pillow. Funny that happens to an insomniac:P Then Buddy started barking. For and hour. So then my dad slept on the couch and left Buddy out of his crate so he would shut up. Thank you Dad! :D Then Lizz slept until noon and I woke up at 9ish so I was just like la-dy-dah-ing around my house as usual, but I felt weird if I left the room and she woke up she would liek freka out. Especially because she's never been to my house for too long, but oh well. Went the mall, visited Lizz's mom, THEN as we were leaving, so was Lizz's sister and her friend, and their car wouldn't start, so we had to drop them off somewhere, then Lizz at her house. So I ended up getting home like 2 minutes before I was suppose to go pick up Nikki. But I still had to change and get ready and wrap the present :P.
Arg. So Lizz's mom is having surgery tomorrow. And it's very serious and she'll bei n the ICU for a couple days and everything and arg I'm just scared. And mostly for Lizz, too. I think she basically thinks her mom is probably going to die. Which of course that is possible because the operation is big and 6 hours long, but it's not like its a 10% chance of survival. Plus the surgeon has been heard to be really good, so I'm really glad God has put her in his hands :D I just keep thinking in the back of my mind negatively. Like wondering like if her mom didn't make it through how she would probably live with her dad. Of course I don't want to think about that circumstance but I just keep thinking about it and it's really scary. Normally I try to think positively, and I am trying, but arg! I know God can protect her and keep her safe and heal her and help the surgeons take care of what is wrong. I know he will. I can't imagine how Lizz has been. She's either staying at friends houses or like staying home alone.
Her grandma came up, but she's at the hospital like all the time. And she really is in bad shape too. She fainted twice in the past like 3 days. She says she's okay to drive, just not walk. She also is a horrible night driver, but keeps staying at the hospital really late. Arg. I just want everyone to be safe and healthy. This week will be hard too because my mom has been helpingg them a lot and visiting, but since Lizz is a freshman and doesn't have to take the practice CAPTs while we take the real ones, she doesn't have to go into school late so she like can't really stay here. Well she could, but whatever. But I think my mom is going to bring her to see her mom a lot during the week, even if she didn't stay here or anything. I don't knowwwwwwww this whole situation is just confusing and blah and no one cares but whatever. I just want to know everything will be okay :|
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oh but babe on the contrary i DO care... praying for all of them. everything will be fine.. i can feel it! :D
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