Here we are, broken, and bruised, mistreated, abused, here we are...

So many things are bothering me lately. There's midterms, which really shouldn't be as big of a deal as everyone, or I, make it. My brother's moving out into the dorm at school, which will be a pretty big change. New schedules next semester >.< (I like mine right now!:[ ) One of my best friends seems to not really care about anymore. I mean, she does. But just these little things are bothering me now because I see her quite frequently this semester and I know next semester our seeing each other schedules are involving not seeing each other ever. Like after history(we're in different classes) we walk to our next class together, but for the past couple weeks she's been leaving before I can get to her class and just keeps walking with her other friend until I have to run to go catch up to her and she doesn't even care that she forgot about me. And I don't know. More stupid reasons. But they're adding up and making me paranoid she doesn't need to depend on me as much any more. I just want to spend as much time together in school as we can until weekends are our only choice. And she's been spending the past couple weekends (Friday to Sunday) with her friend who I'm also close with. And I want all three of us to hang out for a while, and I would think when they're hanging out maybe it would be a good way for all three of us to hang out? But I guess not. They have every right to hang out, and I'm not jealous, it's just the situation that we can hang out and they don't really wanna hang out. But I'm just being stupid. It's not a big deal. But writing things out make me feel better. Ahhh now I feel a little better. Except guys are still stupid and people still enjoy fighting. Good luck on midterms and have a good rest of the weekend