Back Again

There's been a lot on my mind lately. Mostly love. Not me in particular. Mostly other people though. Someone who I've gotten really close to recently went through a break up. She took it pretty hard, and still is. It's so sad seeing her the way she is because he totally doesn't understand like how upset she is. And if he DOES he's just a humongous jerk for not doing anything about it. And my other friends just like, always say they want a guy, or just want to be in love. I just believe that like when you're suppose to fall in love, or be in a certain relationship, it will happen. That's why I don't go crazy over having a boyfriend. Because I don't find it necessary. I'm not going to force people to like me or go out with me, and I'm not going to waste my whole high school career crushing on the guy that I will NEVER end up with. Tons of people were going out in like 5th grade and 6th grade and it was just meaningless. And I think by going out with someone you don't like just because you want one is completely meaningless too. I just wouldn't want to go out with someone for no reason. Just. I don't know if this makes sense to anyone else, but it's just how I feel. And like if you're someone reading this going through this problem just know that if you're suppose to be in a relationship you will be lead to one. And if you're going through a rough time because of a break up it will soon pass and you will find someone a million times better than the jerk who broke your heart :]