Wow, I'm lame :)

Somehow in the midst of complete laziness of summer, I totally forgot about this blog. It's not like I had anything important going on at all. Basically my summer consists of waking up around like 10, computer ALL day, not even kidding, and then up til like 1 ish and repeat. Seriously. No substance. At all. I hate this. I mean I've been having fun when I'm with my friends but I'm so disappointed in myself for not actually doing anything. Before summer started I was excited that I would read a lot of books, go out to the pool everyday, hang out with friends all the time, not sleep late/ stay up late. Yeah, well none of that happened. I don't *like* wasting my entire day on the computer, but it's like I'm so obsessed with the computer that I can't help myself. I actually like not having my computer, but when I have it, I just waste my whole day. Ugh. But the things I actually have done is enjoyed my time with friends. Every week we go to Edmond Town Hall and go see the movie playing there. It's really fun, because we usually walk and get ice cream or eat, but we haven't been able to lately because of weather. Also, I helped out at VBS at church. The kids were adorable! But I have 5&6th graders... so they were "too old" for some of the stuff and yeah. It's awesome seeing so many kids loving God though:). I also finished drivers ed! :D The longest 3 weeks of my life! Agh I still don't feel like I'm old enough to drive. And of course, Keswick was amazing. So many awesome people went :) B-field: Allison, Alex, Lizz, Lauren, Abby, Erin. And then lots of people I know from church. Madison, also, who I've know for like 5 years from Keswick:) AND JAYDEN WENT :D It was such a blessing for her to be able to go and she just enjoyed it so much. Everything was awesome, but for some reason this year I was extra upset to leave. I actually shed tears. I've only gotten teary-eyes before. It was so hard leaving, and I don't know why. It was like the week wasn't complete and we weren't ready to leave. Major Keswick withdrawls followed and I was just bumming around and sad all week, especially once Jayden left because it was real. I don't know, it's hard to explain. All I know is that God is amazing and Keswick is awesome. Leaving Keswick sucks, but God is still amazing. I just need to take what I've learned and treasure my memories and not dwell on the no longer being there. Gah. I just wrote a whole bunch of craziness that no one really cares about. Maybe I'll go to bed early tonight.. but there's not a good chance :p Seriously, does anyone know where I can go to computer/facebook rehab :p