Sunday, December 14, 2008
Is it possible to be too religious?
Suddenly I just got like reallly siukfjmhnsdghjnm idk frustrated on how some people don't like how like "religious" I am. I love Jesus. I am religious, but I'm not a saint. I wouldn't classify me as "over religious", if that's even possible. Because I like to talk about Jesus or try to glorify God as must as I can, that makes me judgmental and cocky? I understand how christianity isn't for everyone, but I mean that doesn't mean I can't say what I believe, or put my beliefs in my actions. I believe what I believe, and I like to share that, and if someone's going around saying they're christian and not acting liek it at all, shouldn't they be aware that others don't think that's right? I mean that sounds controlling, and I don't mean it like that. I just mean if I had a friend who went to Jesus camp with me and was on a spiritual high and felt so great about it, and then started doing tons of things that even maybe a non-christian wouldn't do, and sinful, I don't understand how I can be controlling by trying ot help them. I have so many friends who say they're christian, but aren't as "into" it as I am, which is fine, that's what they want. But it's just hard only having a couple friends who are at the same page as you basically, and everyone else not understanding you. Grrr. I know I don't make sense this just really bothers me. I have had to work on TELLING people what to belive, rather thne helping them find out, or just telling thme what I believe, but even when I'm just trying not to swear or something, something seeming so little, people critisize me by thinking I'm better than them and judging them. The poeple who do read this, that I know of, are probably just going to think I'm rediculous and stupid and that I am judgemental and cocky, but whatever. I'm not, I honestly just try to help people believe what I believe. It's not like I'm not open to other religions or sometihng, I mean.... I kind of am, but that's because I'm glad at my state in religion and I really don't think I would ever change my beliefs. Sorry I'm all over the place. Just religion is a confusing spot when it comes to involving other poeple for me, I'm not sure if that's the right wording? I'm just stressed and stupid things are going on and as I think about stuff like this it reminds me of more, and just keeps me going. And if I read this later, I'll think I'm stupid for writing this because I could feel alot different about it then. But today, this is how I feel. And writing this out is getting my frustration out. I don't think it's possible to be "too religious", everyone just has different levels of what they believe, how they apply it, and like what they feel about their religion. Like if someone is brought up in a religion they feel they're forced into just because their parents believe it, obviously they won't feel so good about it as someone who is glad with their religion and actually strongly believes it. Sorry if I like offend someone or anything, I'm not meaning to. I'm just dtfgvhbjnmrhjgmhnsjm. Good night.
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